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What Writers Do

Right now I’m reading three novels: Moby Dick by Herman Melville, 2666 by Roberto Bolaño, and Evenings and Weekends by Oisín McKenna. 

Moby Dick makes sense as a novel: we meet our guy, call him Ishmael, he wants to join a whaling voyage, so he goes to the docks, and then he finds one. That’s as far as I’ve gotten but reliable sources inform me that soon, the boat will set sail and its crew will search for a whale. That’s a good plot for a novel: the characters have a goal. We’ll read to the end to find out if they achieve it. 

Evenings and Weekends is a little looser, but still legible. Five or six characters are navigating life in modern London, set over one weekend in summer 2019 when it’s so hot out (and there’s also a whale here, actually, beached on the Thames). Imagine you’re 28, living in London, you can’t quite afford it, you love someone kind of, and it’s scary, you go outside and everyone’s there. There’s a feeling McKenna is trying to capture in words. 

2666 came out in 2004 after Roberto Bolaño died in 2003. He had written five short novels, but then his literary executor and publisher looked at it and said “no this is one novel” so they published that. I’m only in the second out of five. In the first, “The Part About The Critics,” four literature professors who are obsessed with a German novelist end up going down to the Mexican town where he was rumored to last be seen. In the second, “The Part About Amalfitano,” we spend time with a philosophy professor in this Mexican town, Santa Theresa, and was a kind of tour guide for the professors. I haven’t gotten to “The Part About Fate,” “The Part About The Crimes,” or “The Part About Archimboldi” yet.  

It moves slowly. Characters are in love, then they’re not. Someone goes to Switzerland to see a poet. We don’t hear from them again. Nothing happens. Many things that do happen don’t advance the plot. I don’t know what they mean. I feel like people who really love literature would understand why Bolaño makes these moves, but I’m just along for the ride.

Helpfully, there’s a serial killer on the loose in Santa Theresa. Characters sometimes mention that there have been a few dozen unsolved murders in this part of Mexico. So even though it hasn’t really come up yet, my midwit plot-starved brain still has a question to hold onto. If it were not for the murderer lurking behind the scenes, I don’t think I could keep reading, because I just don’t understand it. And what I understand even less is the thought process that would lead a man to write a novel like that.

See, when I write, it is often to explain or work through an idea. “Here’s something that I found or have thought about that you, the reader, might find interesting—let me share it with you.” But that’s pretty far away from writing five loosely-connected novels, full of digressions. It seems unfriendly to the reader, keeping us out instead of welcoming us in. 

Why would he do that? To what end? I want to know what’s happening so why not tell me?

As I’ve been wondering this, I found it helpful to think of Bolaño not as a writer like I’m a writer, but as an artist like a painter is an artist. The painter might paint a portrait or a landscape so that you can see the same thing she did, but she might also create something abstract for her own reasons—becuase she wanted to see if she could, or she wanted to see how the colors looked together.

It’s fun to make something that you’re good at making—whether it’s an essay, a novel, a sculpture, a pizza, a quilt, whatever. It’s satisfying to choose a craft and improve at it. 

I think I get confused because I think of writing first and foremost as a means of communication, while others think of it as a creative medium. Drawing and painting feel more purely creative, because if you were wanting only to show what something looks like, you would use a camera. But writing can still be used for both. 

To me, the self-expression is subservient to the communication, but I’m recognizing not everyone feels that way. I can back my way into understanding why someone would write a novel that confuses the reader, but it doesn’t come naturally. 

I thought I knew what other writers do. But I’m intrigued, and surprised, and grateful that there’s another world out there.

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1. I’m Having A Garage Sale Please Come

I’ve mentioned before that it’s become harder to find articles online that absolutely rip for no reason. Caity Weaver was great at this—she did the classic mozzarella sticks one—and she just came out with a banger on garage sales.

Screenshot: The point of this story is: You need to be shopping for Christmas decorations year-round. If you’re not buying jingle bells in July—if you’re not steeling your heart against others’ misfortunes in order to scour the residue of their lives for Christmas bibelots that are no longer of any use to them because they have, with all due respect, shot themselves—you are overpaying.

Which reminds me: I’m having a garage sale please come!

Saturday July 11! I will not post my home address online! Shoot me a text or reply to this email! It will be hot out but worth it!

2. ⭐︎⭐︎

The show The Bear just ended, and I loved it. Look past the emotional shrapnel and you’ll find they’re always trying to balance discipline, creativity, and care. They don’t achieve it but they got glimpses sometimes (like in “Forks” and “Tomorrow”).

If, like me, you want to stay longer in the world of restaurants, allow me to recommend this article about the chef of Emeril’s in New Orleans. It’s not Emeril Lagasse: it’s his son (Emeril Lagasse).

3. Okies

Last week I said to Becky, “You know the retirement complex on Lewis, between the coffeeshop and Home Depot?” and she said yes. “I just learned that they are undefeated in the seniors’ citywide Wii Bowling league, and they’ve won the title six straight years.”

Pretty good. “Where did you hear about this?” she asked me. Indie news outlets The Tulsa Flyer or The Pickup? (much love to both). No, this was The New York Times lol

4. Revolver, by The Beatles

I listened to Revolver yesterday for the first time in years. It’s so good and so short—none of these songs, even the super-expansive ones like “Tomorrow Never Knows,” are longer than three minutes. So in one short drive I got to hear the best ever song about loneliness, the best ever song about a dying relationship, the best ever song about living on a boat with the fellas, and the second-best ever song about paying your taxes.

5. You Need Me On That Wall

Related: the movie A Few Good Men (1992) is also so, so good. Becky and I watched it for the Fourth and it was perfect—patriotic themes, a lofty vision of what the government and military should be, and a critical eye toward those people who fail to meet it. Exciting but not stupid. I might watch it again next year, just like I watch Silence on Good Friday and Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon on New Year’s Eve.

6. The Beautiful Game

The World Cup feels tense in the way that the summer of 2020 felt tense; it requires disclaimers. FIFA is so corrupt, ruining the sport, yes yes yes. I don’t have a solution—I’m doing the same thing now—but I dislike it.

Regardless, the World Cup has been great. I spent the group stage deciding which teams I like. I like Norway, and England, and the African teams except Ghana, and Curaçao, and Japan, and New Zealand, and 

7. Jackie Chan Box Set

Let me leave you with this video clip.

The critical-thinking side of my brain, the one conscientiously critical of FIFA and sometimes the United States, feels like Malcolm Washington going on a long spiel about the French New Wave in cinema. But set against that yin is the yang eating a hot dog, watching a soccer game, and John David Washington going “Jackie Chan box set, you know what I’m sayin?” Hell yeah man. Gotta have both.